Uncertainties

Something is bothering me, well for the past few days. At times I would simply forget it. At times I would continue to think about it. And of course it's more of the latter. Sometimes life's hard. It gives you a question, and you can't answer. You ask your heart, and you mind would give another answer. You ask your mind, and your heart gives another. I came up with this.

When life asks a question, your heart would usually give the answer. When life asks a question to your mind, the heart would usually give a better answer. But then comes reality who would just give you an answer no matter you like it or not.


I guess that's what I'm experiencing now.

Sometimes I guess we come across this point in our lives where we feel, we -feel- , that we have made a totally wrong choice in life. Sometimes not totally, just wrong choice in life. And then we feel kinda lost. We feel that "oh crap we've made a wrong choice what should I do?" feeling.

I'm worst, I don't know if I make the wrong choice. That sucks.

I've always taken life as a journey. A road leading to nowhere waiting for us to discover and to see. And like roads in your town, there are different kinds of roads. There's straight road, a winding road, a bumpy road and the famous forked road. Or intersection. Then we have to choose where we go. If we go to the left will I regret not going to the right? And vice versa. But what's worst is, if I don't go anywhere, I'll regret both.

Life is all about making choices. When we've made a choice, and, if it turned out that we're not making the right one, we can have two things to do. One is to just continue doing it, till we find the right path that we should belong to. Or two, we can just stop there. But remember that life doesn't turn back. And if you don't move forward, you won't move anywhere. How sucky it is.

So well. I guess all I have to do is to just continue whatever I'm doing. It's not that I feel that I've made a TOTALLY wrong choice. I just felt unsure. And lost. And confused.

If I do make the wrong choice, what will happen. If I make the right choice, what will happen. But I guess as I said, sometimes reality would just slam at your door leaving you in a room whether you like it or not.

Am I really being selfish if I were to go for that, knowing that -that- may not be what I'm doing in the future?

I don't know. And somehow I wouldn't want to know the answer.