Leaving

Oh well, tomorrow my sister will be leaving for Indonesia, for good. She has finished her studies here and so she's going to return to my hometown to help out both of my parents. Which means, I'll be left alone here, with also the fact that my cousin is leaving as well. And my sis' bf has also returned for good. I'm all alooonnneee!!!

Well I still have my friends, thankfully.

I guess, as I always tell myself, it's good to always look things on the bright side. Despite the fact that I'll be alone, look on the bright side! I'll be more independent, more mature, and I guess, more freedom. So not all bad things are bad, there's always a good side to every bad thing! That's why life is such an imperfect journey.

But what I'm going to hate is the fact that no one is going to eat dinner with me every weekend. No one to eat out with, to shop with, to accompany me to do this and that with. I'm alone I guess. And I doubt it's good to actually ask my friends all the time to go out with me. Not only money will be spent, I'm sure they want to have their own time too.

Honestly speaking, I don't know how life will go on.

At least I'll still be having one more week of school and then it's holiday. And I can meet my sister again back in Indo. But... When I return back to Singapore after the holiday. That's it, I'll be alone from then on. But I guess.. I'll just have to get used to it. It's like my first time studying in Singapore. Not having my parents around. First 3 days were horrible but then I got used to it.

So I guess it's the same for this situation. Give me a week or so and I should feel fine :) It's all in the matter of getting used to the surrounding and the situation.

What I think also, was....

I can't imagine, I can't picture, and I somehow can't accept the fact that 2 years later, I'm leaving too.

But, lets not think of that, lets make the remaining 1.75 years of my poly life beautiful