Excitement

Right, this post may tell you the "quirky" side of me. But well, I just feel like writing this out. You know, for no reason, I would just get soooo excited about my Mongolian OCIP trip. And the best part is, I haven't even go for the interview yet! Which I really really really wish I can get through it. And oh, yes I wish my friends can get through it as well, cause CIP with friends = great, awesome, unforgettable memories and moment!

Same goes for HfH 2011, which is still in like 2 months time plus. Well alright, I have registered for it, so that sort of gives me some "relief" over my excitement, but I still, at times, feel so excited about it too! Goes the same for last year's HfH as well.

You might find me "weird" in a sense that I am someone who can get so excited about things so easily. I guess I'm just someone who can't contain excitement well. But come to think of it, is just just pure excitement? Like pure joy? Or is there something behind it?

Let me tell you why I feel so excited.

To me, nothing beats the joy of doing something good. To a friend, to a family member, to a stranger, basically to anyone. I guess that's the reason why I feel so excited about HfH. I'm participating in a charity event. I'm fulfilling my wish. That's what's most important and why I am excited about HfH. Cause I promise myself to shave for the rest of my education here in Singapore.

Next, to make a dream come true. I've always dreamt of visiting Mongolia. And to go for this OCIP trip, it's like killing two birds with one stone. Not only I'm doing something good for the environment, I'm also fulfilling my dream of going to Mongolia. Of travelling there. And also to have fun with my friends of course.

I guess this feeling of happiness is what I mean by genuine happiness. The feeling of knowing that your dreams will come true. Your wish is going to be fulfilled. Something you love is going to happen. These events, are the cause of the excitement. And this joy you're feeling is genuine joy. Just like my HfH last year, I felt so excited about the event.

While queueing, I was still excited. While being shaved, I was more excited. When I touch my hair, I feel really happy and excited. And a few hours after the event, the feeling lingers. And a few hours more, the feeling is gone. That's what I mean by genuine joy. The feeling of happiness lingers for a longer period after the event, then it's gone. But a part of your heart feels accomplished. Feels happy and rejoiced.

That's genuine happiness :)

And gosh I can't wait for those two events to happen seriously! :D