Phew

Now comes this time of the year, when everyone is busy studying, mugging, revising, practising, whatever you call it. It's the exam period! Everyone is frantically studying so that they'll do awesomely for the exams. Everyone, including me.

But comes another issue of this moment of the year - stress.

Hell yeah I'm stressed. I guess my brain is too "saturated" I did three Math papers today, so now my mind is filled with numbers, and confusion cause I'm sort of irritated for not being able to do some of the questions. It feels like... I kept on asking myself, oh my I can't do this, what if this question comes out for my paper on Thursday!

Then comes another side of me who'll say - nah this question won't come out, it's too hard for everybody! Or this is a paper of more than 3 years ago, of course the standard is higher. So my chant for today is like "Lets hope this won't come out tomorrow" or yeah.

Well sometimes, in exams, it's not the studying or the paper itself that's difficult/hard/we hate. Sometimes I feel that it's this wish of wanting the exam to be over ASAP that sucks. And of course the results. But remember what you reap is what you sow. So if you don't give your best effort during your exam, then that's your... Yeah.

You see in exams, I just feel that we should exert as much effort as we can during our styudying period. That doesn't suck does it? Who doesn't want to get good results for exams? So give in your best shot! Then during the exam, make sure the effort you gave pays off. And not just dwell in regrets during exam by saying you could have done more.

So there's nothing bad about studying and doing the paper itself. Then when you're studying, comes a time when you just can't take it anymore and you tell yourself how much you wish this exam to be over. Well yes, here comes the crumpy and gritzy bits of exams. That feeling of wanting to end this exam once and for all!

Am I right? :)

And knowing that this is my final exam for my year one, of course, everyone is struggling to get good grades etc. That's the thing about polytechnic I guess. During those O Level days, we squeeze 2 years of study into one. This time round, we squeeze 6 MONTHS of study into one. And we have 4 modules, which are not as basic as those O Level subjects.

But hey! Don't give up yet, life is a struggle, and we're the ones fighting in it. My 2011 resolution is to basically be more positive about things. In fact I feel that's one of the hardest things to do in life. Being positive. Always looking on the brighter side of life, the greener side of the field. Many times we would just rant and grunt about something we hate.

When actually, behind that thing, lies a beautiful and meaningful moral one could take.

So yep! So much for ranting now but well yeah I'm hoping to get fabulous results for this final exam of my year one! Hope my friends do well too! I hope all of us can end our year one beautifully, and carry on to year two with a better and brighter mindset.

And remember, always be positive!

Gosh I just need a break :P