It's been such a long time since I wrote here. Sorry for neglecting but this term has been one hell of a ride for me. And it's all ending tomorrow. Year two will end tomorrow. Pretty fast huh. Well yeah this term is really fast. We only have 2 months to a term (than the usual three as we have no exams). It felt like yesterday when poly just started. Well year 2 has been an awesome year for me. With its ups and downs of course.
Part and parcels of life.
I'll be starting my ITP (internship programme) next academic year, which is in April. I've not told you this but well my OITP was cancelled. When I'm supposed to go to Stanford, I'm posted to a local one instead. Of course, I'm disappointed. But at the same time I do believe, too, that things happen for a reason. There must be something that well, makes me got to this route instead and not to overseas.
That happened long time ago, now I'm fine.
And yeah, tomorrow is the last day of year 2. I have 2 papers and I sorta studied for them already. Just need more readings. Nevertheless I still have time tomorrow to study so bring it on! Hehe. I want to end this year beautifully, just like how beautiful it happened.
Well talking about the post. I just have a question in my head. How selfish can you go, will you be and you want to in order to achieve your personal goals and dreams? Will you sacrifice your family for the sake of living your dreams? Let alone, living your life.
It's pretty disheartening to hear it just now. I was happily studying and my mood was just ruined. Have to force myself to study once more.
But sigh, I don't know. I'm lost in life. I just want to live the present happily. The future is not for me to see, but it's for me to dread. If I fear it, I won't move forward.
Yet the thoughts of running away has never left me.
