Friday, May 7, 2010

Dear life

Sometimes I wonder. What's life without a life that is not yours? Imagine living a life you're assigned to. This is what you do, this is how you do it, no matter what happen you have to do it, no matter what happen you have to carry on living. Sounds good for you? Well not for me.

I wonder what's life without freedom? Imagine being confined in a box in which you can't leave. Doing all the things you want to do, but yet you can't do it. You want to break free from your misery but you can't. In face you will have more misery.

I want a life that is mine. I want to live my own life. I want to do things that I want to do. Yeah, who doesn't? Who doesn't. The question lies in how you are going to live your life of this all-you-want-to-do life.

Sometimes you find obstacles blocking you. In my case, I have many. My heart is one, someone is one, and more. And I just simply wonder, why can't I just live a life that I want to live? Yeah sure, you'll say you can live a life you want to live. Yeah sure.

I saw on TV, we have to live a life. Life stands for, Living In Freedom Everyday. How I wish I could put that into my life. No, I'm not saying I won't get it. I'll just have to wait.