Sunday, March 14, 2010

Paranoia

Sometimes, well, I'm sure everyone here hates the above tittle. It basically means the feeling of fear that something is gonna happen, without having a concrete proof that it will happen. Well what can you do, sometimes this just go to you. Bang. Paranoid.

Well, I'm such kind of person. Sometimes it just comes to me like in a sudden. And yes I terribly hate this feeling. And sometimes this feeling can go so strongly that it just "takes over" me. I'm learning to cope, and trying to get over with it.

Hopefully writing will help me to get over with it.

Well I can't blame myself or anyone else. I've been having this since I'm quite young. The fear. But well, hopefully I can get over with it, and just let it go.

So well, I pray, and I hope, that this feeling will go away quickly, forever.

And the only way, is to keep believing.

As one saying goes, run towards your fear, and embrace it.

So, let's run!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The rain - Short poem

Right, so I thought the sky was about to cry.
But now it gives me a smile.
I don't know whether I should be happy
Or I should just simply heave a sigh
For what I wish for, didn't come by.

The blistering weather, hot and boilling
Like a melting pot of iron, bubbling with vigor
My sweat beads, flowing like a river
With the sweltering heat wave, I plead
For the weather to cool down happily

Where's my breeze, where's my blue sky
With that lovely wind, and birds that fly
The bliss I seek, the heaven and paradise.
Where are everything, that always seems nice?

Well, I'm waiting.


PS: It's really hot here